tanpaMu

Resah dan gelisah ku rasa
Hidup penuh pancaroba
Roda masa pantas berputar
Menduga iman di dada
Daku yang lena dan terleka
Tenggelam di lautan dunia
Kabur pandangan mataku
Pada nikmat yang menggunung
Mendustakan kurniaanMu
Tiba murkamu menghukum
Keangkuhanku kian hancur
Lantas ku jatuh dan tersungkur
TanpaMu kasih (Oh Kekasih)
Ku tak berdaya (Ku terpedaya)
Hilang punca dan arah (Pada helah dusta dunia)
Hanyut alpa di arus bergelora
Kasih (Oh Kekasih)
Daku derita (Tangisku hiba)
Lemah dalam sengsara (Dan mengalir oh air mata)
Jiwa dan tubuh kepedihan
Terseksa, terhukum
Menanggung kifarah dariMu
Telah ku lalui semalam
Jalanan kelam dan suram
Lampaui batasan insan
KeagunganMu kulupakan
Rahmat dariMu kudambakan
KeampunanMu kupohonkan
Tuhan, ku tak berdaya
Tempuh segala
Tanpa kasihMu
Hatiku ini merindu
Sinar cintaMu Yang Agung
Pasrah merayu redhaMu
Ampuni dosa-dosaku
Rahmat dariMu ku dambakan
KeampunanMu ku pohonkan

today's list

   dear jounal,                                                         

                                               today's list

                   >>report

                   >>meal

                   >>tsuyama

                   okey,thats all for today!

luv:

sohair kausar

selamat hari jadi kepada husyira al-husna,nurul ashikin dan nurul hanis azhan

dear journal,

kepada husyira al-husna,nurul ashikin dan nurul hanis azhan,heppy brfday my dear friends.hope allah will blessed u in whatever you do,and also here in and here after.

1>nurul ashikin

2>husyira al-husna

3>nurul hanis

                                             

luv,sohair kausar

reminiscing the moment

dear journal,
i havent wrote anything ryte for a so looooong tyme..but still i dont know what to write here..i go so much to tell u,but still my laziness keep conquered me for such ages.hua3..what am i talking here..sigh..yeah..here i come.with all this strength i will write a little bit about what had happened in the past..
1>having final semester in jad.Alhamdulilah i graduated as diploma student.i was so happy at that tyme.and didnt believed that i had already got my diploma..on graduate day, thanks mama..i got a beautiful bouquet from you.love it.
2>back home to perak.since i hve bought all my stuffs,i started packing my luggage.at that time my sadness to leave family to pursue my study abroad didnt come yet.instead happiness keep coming around myself.i also met my relatives and my neighbours.seeking for forgiveness on what have i done to them.
3>booking hotel.my father asked my to book the hotel by myslf..guess what??i cant speak english very well..what a shame.huhu..since i started studying at jad english was no more in used..i gave back the phone to my father and finally he did all..
4>on the way to concord sepang.there,i my sadness had come..soooooo sad..on the next day,we went to the airport,i saw my friends come to sent myself and friends off.thanks sizukk for coming all the way from kl.hehehe..fisrt we have to weight out luggage..guess whatt?my luggage=over weight.what should i do.hahah..my father just put away the unnecessary thing in my hand luggage.hehehe.quite heavy.then,we got to assembled at one place.our sponsorship gave a short briefing.after that,we were given 15 mnutes to meet our relatives and friends.what a short time.heh.i started crying when i hugged all my family members..waaaa...so saddd.cant expressed thru word how sad i was at that time.my parents gave me a lot of advices.
5>still crying on the plane.about 6 hours our palne landed safely at narita airport.then we went to hachioji seminar house by bus.so cold outside..huhhuhu..there,we had such a wonderful time with our friends..after all we didnt if we can meet each other again.we were separated at 15 universities here.most of them are in tokyo.we had such a great time being together.we hanged out together.nabila syikin hanis i missed u guys so much.and i missed my girlfriends too..there we went to akihabara a.k.a akiba,minami osawa lots of outlet store,n much more.heheheh..
6>after a week here,yamaguchi,okayama,ritsumeikan and kinki people got to go out first from the hachoji seminar house.sad moment came again.soooo sad..i cried like.i didnt know how to expessed here.we hugged each other.from there we went to shinkasen station by train.from there we took the shinkansen to go to our own places.huhuhu.in shinkansen i cried again .this time because i cant meet my sweet friends again.//no more laughter//no more shasha//no more staying up together to finish up our//happyou//report and//shukudai.>>no more papa wada a.k.a wada sensei .i love to do the 7 segment project.it wast so interesting,thou,it was quite mendou with lots of wires around me,i do like it .i and my partner got to do our project for the second time as only number 1 and 8 shika deteinai..i like>>mizuno sensei's subject so much. i love denjiki and denki kairo subject so much.sensei i got all A's in denki kairo for the past three years.thanks so much.denjiki too..thanks sensei.and i like the way he taught.>> karino sensei,graduated form todai.youre excellent lecturer.>>yasuda sensei you teased me saying that i didnt like your lesson because i like to sit at the back.hehehhe..i do like your lesson but at the same time it is easier for me to eat candy bread and some kuih and also chitchat with nabila.hahaha.so sorry sensei..>>yamashita sensei you checked my application letter a.k.a gansyo very well..ehehe.>>noguchi sensei,>>mika ishibashi sensei>>mori sensei>>sakurai sensei>>yaegashi sensei=our programming lecturer+so handsome>>takahashi sensei>>miyahara sensei=seigyo kogaku/control engineering,i love this subject>>ueno sensei=sugaku 1,2,3,4>>arbaain sensei=kami kuruma+robocon project>>ishimatsu sensei=our line tracer project+robocon project>>onuma sensei>>and so on..da x igt sangat name sensei.gomen ne!
7>here we come at okayama.we were invited by our senior.then we went to our house.we were so tired.we stayed overnight at kak ijat's house.thanks to you.next day we went to buy our things for our house.we bought curtains.kitchen stuffs,futon and so on.thanks senpai for helping us out.i will write more about our new place here,okayama.

till then,
luv,sohair kausar

pohon hidayahMu

Ya Allah,aku memohon petunjuk hidayah darimu.jangan dipesongkan iman ku sesudah aku dikurniakan petunjuk hidayah muYa Allah.aku memohon ketetapan iman darimu Ya Allah..

mika nakashima (orion)

Naita no wa boku datta
Yowasa wo misenai koto ga sou tsuyoi wake jyanai tte
Kimi ga itteita kara dayo, I believe

Iki ga tsumetakunaru kaerimichi ni tada hoshi ga nobiteiru
Tashikameta bakari no awai nukumori sae mo wasuresou
Hito wo suki ni nareru koto ni hajimete kizuita, ima wa

Naita no wa boku datta
Tsunagatta, fuyu no seiza, kono sora ni kietekanai you ni
Mitsumeteitan dayo, I believe

Kajikanda te no hira hanarenu you ni itsu made mo sawareteitai
Tsutaetai kotoba mo kurikaesu noni mada koe ni naranai
Tawainai koto de waratte, yasashiku tsutsumu yo, kimi wo

Nagareboshi, kazoeteta
Kimi to deaeta kiseki ga ima boku ni ikiteiru imi wo
oshiete kureta kara, I believe

Naita no wa boku datta
Yowasa wo misenai koto ga sou tsuyoi wake jyanaitte
Kimi ga itteita kara dayo, I believe

Itteita kara dayo, I believe

timetable 4 this week

dear journal,
8.30=surprise 4 brfyday jee,mkn2 cake
isnin selasa=logic gate project(susah but interesting)
rabu=denjiki kuiz
khamis=happyou nihon kenkyu jyunbi
actually bnyk keje kne buat,sebb exam is around the corner je..jeez..bnyk tul bnde kne stdy..till then,nk cntinue stdy denjiki~tata