down..

nothing much to write here.but here i'll write what i felt ryte now..down sgt ryte now..ive been here in jad for the last 3 years..the most painful tyme when i got the result.everytyme i got the result,i really malu to share my result with m friends.when i asked them to see their result,i can see they were really happy.its only me left,with bad result here.really felt malu to befriend with them..since, i was in school,everytyme i got unsatisfied result,i was really malu to befriend with others.i'll try to jauhkn diri.i'll not joined the the study group.malu sgt because i realized i cant contribute nothing to them in studies.but they really understanding myself..my best friend in school sizukk,always give me strength to study hard,and always be myside.she will not let me rse so down with myslf.i wish i could have friends like her.sizukk where r u when i really2 need you support?i really need your support even we are not stdying the same course cam kat skool dlu..i know i'll never get good result in jad..mybe because of the bad things that ive done before in school before im getting in this programme.im not going to salahkn takdir or whatsoever.but seriuosly said we got to blessed by Allah in whatever we do..i do harapkan keredaan Allah stdudying here in jad..i realized what ive done before was totally wrong..i knew it.but at that tyme i was really eager to do it..Ya Allah,ampuni la dosa2 ku ni..ak sedar akan kesalahn ku yg lalu.Kau redailah hidup ku ini..