iAllah there will be no more heart feeling~

hye my journal..da lme ye xtulis..
urmm what am i going to babble here?
dush.this week i am in an unstable condition..guess what?haaa..its because of my stupidity behavior..im not going to write bout it..but today ive told all about this story to my mom..she said u got to endure with all this things.once u work n hv own family u will face much more n unpredictable challenges..btul jugak kn??sigh~one more thing that i told my mom..i told her yg sy sgt pelik dan hairan kenape org suke buat muke kat kite.padahal kite ni xde la nk wat muke dgn org  dan xde la nk cari masalh dgn org tersebut.skema gile ayat.but mybe my just feeling yg cepat sgt terase dgn org..yeah i admit that some people will not terase dgn org as she thinks mls nk terase2 sbb wasting time n so on..but its okay i got to accept it,bile da kje nati mcm mne la eh.lg bnyk terase2 kne tegur dgn bos sume tu .am i right??so i got to be positive eventhough i admit i cried when some people do that to me.but its okay we cant changed others but we ourselves should accept them as they are..in this world there are some people make bad things to others.normally when others do this thing to us and yeah automatically we will get angry to them..atarimaedesyo~as for me ikut org jugak la,if me i will get angry for a while because i really hate when i got angry to others.. once i got angry, people around me will also terkena jugak..so i dun want to be in this situation..n i dun want others to be in this situation too.
enough2 with the problem i faced here.its not studies probs but others..just a tiny prob which is feeling..grrr..i hate this.terase dgn org la ape la..tlg la sohair be more positive.n terime sume org dgn baik even dye they did make us unsatisfied about sumthing~~
in doing good things and respecting people, we should applied both to all not to certain people..
sohair ::
1>you should be more matured in every action that you take.
2>no more heart feelings,be strong
3>do good things to all
4>mak pesan sume masalah yg ayong faced skrg xde la besar sgt,be strong dear~
i dun know what am i babbling about..rse cam haywire je cite ni~~ok daa~

THE CLIMB~

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

short story line

ive just read a short storyline just now.here it goes,
she watched him go. shedding tears as she thought "why oh why"...he turns back and she reads his lips say " i have to do this, i will be back i promise".now she stands and watch's for her love to come back and thinking "will i ever see him again" . the wind blows and a whisper come from the air saying "we will be together soon". "i love you".cehh,pe merepek ni.lala~


luv:sohair kausar

tanpaMu

Resah dan gelisah ku rasa
Hidup penuh pancaroba
Roda masa pantas berputar
Menduga iman di dada
Daku yang lena dan terleka
Tenggelam di lautan dunia
Kabur pandangan mataku
Pada nikmat yang menggunung
Mendustakan kurniaanMu
Tiba murkamu menghukum
Keangkuhanku kian hancur
Lantas ku jatuh dan tersungkur
TanpaMu kasih (Oh Kekasih)
Ku tak berdaya (Ku terpedaya)
Hilang punca dan arah (Pada helah dusta dunia)
Hanyut alpa di arus bergelora
Kasih (Oh Kekasih)
Daku derita (Tangisku hiba)
Lemah dalam sengsara (Dan mengalir oh air mata)
Jiwa dan tubuh kepedihan
Terseksa, terhukum
Menanggung kifarah dariMu
Telah ku lalui semalam
Jalanan kelam dan suram
Lampaui batasan insan
KeagunganMu kulupakan
Rahmat dariMu kudambakan
KeampunanMu kupohonkan
Tuhan, ku tak berdaya
Tempuh segala
Tanpa kasihMu
Hatiku ini merindu
Sinar cintaMu Yang Agung
Pasrah merayu redhaMu
Ampuni dosa-dosaku
Rahmat dariMu ku dambakan
KeampunanMu ku pohonkan

today's list

   dear jounal,                                                         

                                               today's list

                   >>report

                   >>meal

                   >>tsuyama

                   okey,thats all for today!

luv:

sohair kausar

selamat hari jadi kepada husyira al-husna,nurul ashikin dan nurul hanis azhan

dear journal,

kepada husyira al-husna,nurul ashikin dan nurul hanis azhan,heppy brfday my dear friends.hope allah will blessed u in whatever you do,and also here in and here after.

1>nurul ashikin

2>husyira al-husna

3>nurul hanis

                                             

luv,sohair kausar

reminiscing the moment

dear journal,
i havent wrote anything ryte for a so looooong tyme..but still i dont know what to write here..i go so much to tell u,but still my laziness keep conquered me for such ages.hua3..what am i talking here..sigh..yeah..here i come.with all this strength i will write a little bit about what had happened in the past..
1>having final semester in jad.Alhamdulilah i graduated as diploma student.i was so happy at that tyme.and didnt believed that i had already got my diploma..on graduate day, thanks mama..i got a beautiful bouquet from you.love it.
2>back home to perak.since i hve bought all my stuffs,i started packing my luggage.at that time my sadness to leave family to pursue my study abroad didnt come yet.instead happiness keep coming around myself.i also met my relatives and my neighbours.seeking for forgiveness on what have i done to them.
3>booking hotel.my father asked my to book the hotel by myslf..guess what??i cant speak english very well..what a shame.huhu..since i started studying at jad english was no more in used..i gave back the phone to my father and finally he did all..
4>on the way to concord sepang.there,i my sadness had come..soooooo sad..on the next day,we went to the airport,i saw my friends come to sent myself and friends off.thanks sizukk for coming all the way from kl.hehehe..fisrt we have to weight out luggage..guess whatt?my luggage=over weight.what should i do.hahah..my father just put away the unnecessary thing in my hand luggage.hehehe.quite heavy.then,we got to assembled at one place.our sponsorship gave a short briefing.after that,we were given 15 mnutes to meet our relatives and friends.what a short time.heh.i started crying when i hugged all my family members..waaaa...so saddd.cant expressed thru word how sad i was at that time.my parents gave me a lot of advices.
5>still crying on the plane.about 6 hours our palne landed safely at narita airport.then we went to hachioji seminar house by bus.so cold outside..huhhuhu..there,we had such a wonderful time with our friends..after all we didnt if we can meet each other again.we were separated at 15 universities here.most of them are in tokyo.we had such a great time being together.we hanged out together.nabila syikin hanis i missed u guys so much.and i missed my girlfriends too..there we went to akihabara a.k.a akiba,minami osawa lots of outlet store,n much more.heheheh..
6>after a week here,yamaguchi,okayama,ritsumeikan and kinki people got to go out first from the hachoji seminar house.sad moment came again.soooo sad..i cried like.i didnt know how to expessed here.we hugged each other.from there we went to shinkasen station by train.from there we took the shinkansen to go to our own places.huhuhu.in shinkansen i cried again .this time because i cant meet my sweet friends again.//no more laughter//no more shasha//no more staying up together to finish up our//happyou//report and//shukudai.>>no more papa wada a.k.a wada sensei .i love to do the 7 segment project.it wast so interesting,thou,it was quite mendou with lots of wires around me,i do like it .i and my partner got to do our project for the second time as only number 1 and 8 shika deteinai..i like>>mizuno sensei's subject so much. i love denjiki and denki kairo subject so much.sensei i got all A's in denki kairo for the past three years.thanks so much.denjiki too..thanks sensei.and i like the way he taught.>> karino sensei,graduated form todai.youre excellent lecturer.>>yasuda sensei you teased me saying that i didnt like your lesson because i like to sit at the back.hehehhe..i do like your lesson but at the same time it is easier for me to eat candy bread and some kuih and also chitchat with nabila.hahaha.so sorry sensei..>>yamashita sensei you checked my application letter a.k.a gansyo very well..ehehe.>>noguchi sensei,>>mika ishibashi sensei>>mori sensei>>sakurai sensei>>yaegashi sensei=our programming lecturer+so handsome>>takahashi sensei>>miyahara sensei=seigyo kogaku/control engineering,i love this subject>>ueno sensei=sugaku 1,2,3,4>>arbaain sensei=kami kuruma+robocon project>>ishimatsu sensei=our line tracer project+robocon project>>onuma sensei>>and so on..da x igt sangat name sensei.gomen ne!
7>here we come at okayama.we were invited by our senior.then we went to our house.we were so tired.we stayed overnight at kak ijat's house.thanks to you.next day we went to buy our things for our house.we bought curtains.kitchen stuffs,futon and so on.thanks senpai for helping us out.i will write more about our new place here,okayama.

till then,
luv,sohair kausar