blur..blur

actually nothing much to write 'ere..as im not a type of person yg rajin menulis..waaa..blur nye..haha.at last,got a topic to share..lyfe at jad so hectic.
tp nk wat cam ne,kite berurusan ngn jepun,memng xde la tyme nk relax2..tyme skolah g,memng bercite2 nk jd doctor.ade gak apply medic under jpa..memng x terpk lgsg engineering..tp tyme apply scholar,kitorng isi je la borng jad ni da cikgu kasi pelung kn..be4 result spm kuar,i got called by ypm for intnsive course kat klang..blaja bhase jepun..best gak la..lyfe memng free je kat sne..cam xde kje je.hehe..tup2..result for medic jpa da kuar,alhamdulillah,i got listed to go to the hospital,untuk mengenali keje2 doctor kat sne.memng best la..pastu second stage plak,dyorng shortlisted kan nme untuk interview plak,i got the chance..tyme tu kite da masuk jad..so ayah ckp klu nk kuar jad amek medic bleh je.so i've already got the green light.yeeha..hehe.so,i attended the interview course,n ade sket personality test yg kne wat..i wuz so nervous to hear the result..so ayah checked my name,he told,i didnt get the chance to pursue my stdy in medical field..mase tu memng sedih sgt..i cried..tyme tu i cried depan ana.huhu..she pampered me for a while.memng x dpt nk terime la mule2..but i pujuk myself,mybe ade hikmah Allah nk tunjuk..mase tu ade kawan yg advised myself,said that there's a reason why i cant get there,n jgn down lebih2 mybe Allah want to show me sumthing here in jad,n Allah is fair to all His hamba2 nye,n the last thing was,mybe jad is the best for myself..up untill now,i kept this adviced in my head..thank you to that person..alhamdulillah la dpt gak survive,even my result x segempak org len sepnjang 3 taun kat sini,i'll try my best here..x lupe gak kpd rakan2 yg len yg slalu give me endless support.bila,anis,jee,syikin,dyno n others..tq korng..